"...I feel like I'm living some double life. Trapped. Today I got exited just because I red his words written on the paper. Exhilarated to the highest point possible. Stupid... There is something in him that draws my intention. I wanna steal the most inner part of his soul, the most intimate thoughts, the darkest truths. I wanna trick him, consciously, into wanting me, liking me... loving me. I don't even care if it hurts him. So egocentric, so selfish... I'm playing with fire... And I'm afraid, in the end it would be me who gets hurt..."